well mum where do i start, i'm sure that you can see whats going on and as you know me like no other, you know i need that extra, extra support now. please help to guide and support us all coz we really do need it. i miss you soo much, i worry and i know u'd say it is what it is and thats true, all i can do is love, support, guide and protect them, thats what i think would be your advice i'll just have to hope thats right. i love you and think of you all the time love katie xxxxx