hi mum as i sit here today i think of how dearly i miss you. i know it seems selfish, because i've been spoilt and always had you with me through all major parts in my life, medically. i'm finding it so difficult at the moment but know that you are there for me even though i can't see you i feel you around me all the time. i love you and just wish we could sit and chat, laugh, joke and even at times cry together but i guess i'll just have to wait. love you katie xxxxx